i have gained 10 happiness pounds in the last 2 months.

not happy about it.

determined to lose it.

(going to be difficult with the fact that i have zero free time to commit to working out,

but i am getting a membership to the beautiful new YMCA downtown ((that has a waterslide!)).

brian also bought me this to help me focus and stay on track:

it was $14.95 at GNC and its amazing, seriously, i highly recommend getting one!

also this website is killer: Calories Burned Calculator

anyway, i know really boring but its about the only thing bugging me right now,

and i know if i write it down i will follow through!